What Bob Marley and Friedrich Nitzsche have in common

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

It is not a lack of love, but a lack of friendship that makes unhappy relationships

They said those things and though about love

Bob Marley

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

Sad thing

Today, something happend. Something that made me very sad. When I am sad, I always go for walk. For hours. Then I sit on a bench and watch how the ducks are passing by.
Or how small ships are passing by...

 

I was sitting today with my backpack long time and was watching the water. I was really sad. And it's November 30th. Autumn. It is something sad about it.

Yes, I felt sad.

 So sad, that I couldn't make a pic of my face. Nobody wants to see monkey tears.

But tomorrow is another day. And now I know: It's easy to lose someone by saying a lie. But, difficult to get back that person or monkey or kitten even by saying thousand truths.

How I met the baby bear

The little kitten grabbed me and ran for its life...It was a strange kitten, happy and stressed at the same time. It was running and running and running with me in its tiny paw. It buzzed at one big door and a baby bear voice said laudly "come in". The little kitten came in the house and it was a mess. You could immediatly see that a baby bear is living there - it played a lot, it was a cheerful baby bear. And obviously it was leaving to somewhere and it was in a hurry. The baby bear was a big baby bear already. It was also stressed and packaging a huge, huge suitcase with 60 kg of meat and coffee and coffee mashines...I thought it's going to the North Pole...to visit his family. But it wasn't. The little kitten was happy and timid at the same time. "I brought you this" it said and gave me to the baby bear. The baby bear grabbed me with his big paws looked at me for a second as if it didn't know where to put me. This was how I met the baby bear.
The last thing that I remember before the baby bear put me inside of the huge, huge suitcase between the meet and the coffee and the coffee mashine was that it kissed the little kitten on the small head and said "Thank you."

How I met the little kitten

Not every person, kitten or baby bear knows how to love a monkey, but every monkey knows how to love a person or little kitten or a baby bear. Espercially, a monkey like me. It's my nature, some people think that I am a cuddle, fluffy, plush toy. But I am real. I came to the world to give love and hugs and good time and to be a good friend. I won't start my story from the beginning. I will start it with the story, how I met the little kitten. I was living in the Stofftiergarten in Hamburgey, Germonkey, surroounded by hundreds of plush animals from around the world. We were all living on 25sqm. We lived one over the other. So close to each other. We did not have much space, you understand, I am telling you. Sometimes, I was so scared not to fall from the monkey shelf to the shelf down of us monkeys - the shelf of the hungry tigers. The penguins and the ice bears lived together!!! How could this be at all possible? I as was so stressed the whole time. Almost got an burnout. You can imagine - everyone was arguing with each other and with theirselves too!!! It was so loud, so loud - day and night - so many animal species of every shape and size and meal preferences, night animals and day animals. You hardly can imagine what a mess it was...Living together, some of us afraid of their lifes. I am at least a monkey and I can climb...but poor bunnies, and pigs, and chickens, and sea animals... It was so stressful - I am telling you... So it was July, 25th, hot summer day, when the little kitten came in. It looked like a undecisive kitten. It was looking for something, but obviously it didn't know about what. It looked at all animals. At all around 700 plush animal species. Grabbing one, putting it back. Grabbing one, starring at it and putting it back. 2 hours!!! Grabbing one, starring at it and putting it back.I tell  you. I was watching it the whole time. It looked nice kitten, loving, lovable, but so tense and stressed. It looked at the dogs very long. It even picked one carlin puppy, but then it saw me. It grabbed me, looked at my arms, hands, caressed me. It was nice. But then it put me back and took the carlin puppy. I was so disappointed and honestly, I got a little bit mad at the little kitten. How a little kitten like this would pick up a dog and not a monkey? But the little kitten took the carlin puppy and it left. I was sad. I must say. But then, out of the sudden, the little kitten came back only 5 minutes later, out of its kitten breath. Somehow, it was so excited and happy. It put back the carlin puppy and grabbed me. Out of the sudden. My tiny heart was beating as a drum. Because, I knew that it will be the beginning of a great journey. Once the little kitten set me free...